10 May 2017, Amsterdam
here we go!
listen and deny
the tale of my god
my sweet, sexy god
a glimpse of tranquillity
captures me
while thinking of my neighbour
that pious, pleasant, pretty and passionate
flirty lady
as usual
as everyone else
she has her own particular god
although her god is envious, grumpy, judgmental,
demanding, bloodthirsty and hussy like,
she pretends to be kind and wise
and does suffice my neighbour’s needs
she kills me
when she takes a sun-bath
on the balcony of my thoughts
as for me
i have my own god
with whom i scarcely have any quarrel
even on trivial matters and things
my god does not wear lipstick
nor walks in high heals
she is softhearted, kind and sensual…
although she possesses no libido to drive me mad,
as my neighbour does
she does not abhor pink-window-ladies
my god is all-knowing
yet has no knowledge and power to master me
all she can master, is unmastering my freedom
my god is almighty
yet has no power to judge me
my god is all-hearing
yet she has no ears to hear my dirty language
using to my neighbour
while dreaming her in complete nakedness
my god is all-seeing
yet has no eyes to witness me
while throwing stones
at the passing by cyclists
who carelessly and indifferently cycle
on the pavements
my god is a loving virgin
she has no name
she has no form
she has no colour
she has no tricks and tips
yet, she exists
i name her: my sweet-white-chocolate
she is an indifferent loving being
she always keeps on smiling
even when people and animals
fight for petty things and matters
i’m happy with my god
the laughing flirty god
unlike my neighbour’s god
who turns bitchy and mean while getting her periods
she never gets drowned in her menstruation
my god loves rounded colours
and vigorous forms
although she is not lesbian
she loves breasts and butts
caress!
guess where does she dwell?
of course in my mind
i love my self-crafted god
who endlessly gratifies my neediness
what about yours ?
does she like coffee?
or mango maybe?