{"id":146,"date":"2026-05-12T15:19:11","date_gmt":"2026-05-12T15:19:11","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/fraidoon.com\/?page_id=146"},"modified":"2026-05-12T15:19:17","modified_gmt":"2026-05-12T15:19:17","slug":"sex-of-gods","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/fraidoon.com\/?page_id=146","title":{"rendered":"sex of gods"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

10 May 2017<\/em>, Amsterdam<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

here we go!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

listen and deny<\/p>\n\n\n\n

the tale of my god<\/p>\n\n\n\n

my sweet, sexy god<\/p>\n\n\n\n

a glimpse of tranquillity<\/p>\n\n\n\n

captures me<\/p>\n\n\n\n

while thinking of my neighbour<\/p>\n\n\n\n

that pious, pleasant, pretty and passionate<\/p>\n\n\n\n

flirty lady<\/p>\n\n\n\n

as usual<\/p>\n\n\n\n

as everyone else<\/p>\n\n\n\n

she has her own particular god<\/p>\n\n\n\n

although her god is envious, grumpy, judgmental,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

demanding, bloodthirsty and hussy like,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

she pretends to be kind and wise<\/p>\n\n\n\n

and does suffice my neighbour\u2019s needs<\/p>\n\n\n\n

she kills me<\/p>\n\n\n\n

when she takes a sun-bath<\/p>\n\n\n\n

on the balcony of my thoughts<\/p>\n\n\n\n

as for me<\/p>\n\n\n\n

i have my own god<\/p>\n\n\n\n

with whom i scarcely have any quarrel<\/p>\n\n\n\n

even on trivial matters and things<\/p>\n\n\n\n

my god does not wear lipstick<\/p>\n\n\n\n

nor walks in high heals<\/p>\n\n\n\n

she is softhearted, kind and sensual\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

although she possesses no libido to drive me mad,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

as my neighbour does<\/p>\n\n\n\n

she does not abhor pink-window-ladies<\/p>\n\n\n\n

my god is all-knowing<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yet has no knowledge and power to master me<\/p>\n\n\n\n

all she can master, is unmastering my freedom<\/p>\n\n\n\n

my god is almighty<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yet has no power to judge me<\/p>\n\n\n\n

my god is all-hearing<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yet she has no ears to hear my dirty language<\/p>\n\n\n\n

using to my neighbour<\/p>\n\n\n\n

while dreaming her in complete nakedness<\/p>\n\n\n\n

my god is all-seeing<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yet has no eyes to witness me<\/p>\n\n\n\n

while throwing stones<\/p>\n\n\n\n

at the passing by cyclists<\/p>\n\n\n\n

who carelessly and indifferently cycle<\/p>\n\n\n\n

on the pavements<\/p>\n\n\n\n

my god is a loving virgin<\/p>\n\n\n\n

she has no name<\/p>\n\n\n\n

she has no form<\/p>\n\n\n\n

she has no colour<\/p>\n\n\n\n

she has no tricks and tips<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yet, she exists<\/p>\n\n\n\n

i name her: my sweet-white-chocolate<\/p>\n\n\n\n

she is an indifferent loving being<\/p>\n\n\n\n

she always keeps on smiling<\/p>\n\n\n\n

even when people and animals<\/p>\n\n\n\n

fight for petty things and matters<\/p>\n\n\n\n

i\u2019m happy with my god<\/p>\n\n\n\n

the laughing flirty god<\/p>\n\n\n\n

unlike my neighbour\u2019s god<\/p>\n\n\n\n

who turns bitchy and mean while getting her periods<\/p>\n\n\n\n

she never gets drowned in her menstruation<\/p>\n\n\n\n

my god loves rounded colours<\/p>\n\n\n\n

and vigorous forms<\/p>\n\n\n\n

although she is not lesbian<\/p>\n\n\n\n

she loves breasts and butts<\/p>\n\n\n\n

caress!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

guess where does she dwell?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

of course in my mind<\/p>\n\n\n\n

i love my self-crafted god<\/p>\n\n\n\n

who endlessly gratifies my neediness<\/p>\n\n\n\n

what about yours ?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

does she like coffee?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

or mango maybe?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

10 May 2017, Amsterdam here we go! listen and deny the tale of my god my sweet, sexy god a glimpse of tranquillity captures me while thinking of my neighbour that pious, pleasant, pretty and passionate flirty lady as usual as everyone else she has her own particular god although her god is envious, grumpy, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"parent":0,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-146","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/fraidoon.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/146","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/fraidoon.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/fraidoon.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fraidoon.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fraidoon.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=146"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/fraidoon.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/146\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":147,"href":"https:\/\/fraidoon.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/146\/revisions\/147"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/fraidoon.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=146"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}